So...pretty much expecting a white version of this 17 pound beaut. I'm starting to get really nervous about this boy. My last doctor appointment I was told I was measuring 2-3 weeks bigger than I am-kay, no surprise this baby is going to be large. But they also told me that due to scheduling, my c-section is now going to be June 10-it was going to be June 5. I can't bring myself to change my little pyzam countdown. I wanted to cry when they told me, and trust me, it was hard not to. But I didn't want to be the crying hormonal pregnant lady. It's a difference of five days, but five days is an eternity when you're getting this close. I'm so bugged about it, I'm considering finding a different doctor. I'm trying to be positive and look at things like... well I still need to put his room together and that month gives me time, but right now I'm absolutely worthless... I do nothing. I love Jesse Ray because he has been coming home from work to clean the house and work in the yard. He has been doing everything! I can't tell you how much his doing everything means to me.
